Couple weeks ago I turned 30. Leading up to my birthday I wrote a post on what I learned in my 20s.
But I did something else. I sent an email out to my subscribers (subscribe here) and asked readers age 37 and older what advice they would give their 30-year-old selves. The idea was that I would crowdsource the life experience from my older readership and create another article based on their collective wisdom.
The result was spectacular. I received over 600 responses, many of which were over a page in length. It took me a solid three days to read through them all and I was floored by the quality of insight people sent.
So first of all, a hearty thank you to all who contributed and helped create this article.
While going through the emails what surprised me the most was just how consistent some of the advice was. The same 5-6 pieces of advice came up over and over and over again in different forms across literally 100s of emails. It seems that there really are a few core pieces of advice that are particularly relevant to this decade of your life.
Below are 10 of the most common themes appearing throughout all of the 600 emails. The majority of the article is comprised of dozens of quotes taken from readers. Some are left anonymous. Others have their age listed.
1. Start Saving for Retirement Now, Not Later
“I spent my 20s recklessly, but your 30s should be when you make a big financial push. Retirement planning is not something to put off. Understanding boring things like insurance, 401ks & mortgages is important since its all on your shoulders now. Educate yourself.” (Kash, 41)
The most common piece of advice — so common that almost every single email said at least something about it — was to start getting your financial house in order and to start saving for retirement… today.
There were a few categories this advice fell into:
Make it your top priority to pay down all of your debt as soon as possible.
Keep an “emergency fund” — there were tons of horror stories about people getting financially ruined by health issues, lawsuits, divorces, bad business deals, etc.
Stash away a portion of every paycheck, preferably into a 401k, an IRA or at the least, a savings account.
Don’t spend frivolously. Don’t buy a home unless you can afford to get a good mortgage with good rates.
Don’t invest in anything you don’t understand. Don’t trust stockbrokers.
One reader said, “If you are in debt more than 10% of your gross annual salary this is a huge red flag. Quit spending, pay off your debt and start saving.” Another wrote, “I would have saved more money in an emergency fund because unexpected expenses really killed my budget. I would have been more diligent about a retirement fund, because now mine looks pretty small.”
Wow! Who knew that saving money could be so sexy and fun?!Gee whiz! Saving is so easy and so fun!
And then there were the readers who were just completely screwed by their inability to save in their 30s. One reader named Jodi wishes she had started saving 10% of every paycheck when she was 30. Her career took a turn for the worst and now she’s stuck at 57, still living paycheck to paycheck. Another woman, age 62, didn’t save because her husband out-earned her. They later got divorced and she soon ran into health problems, draining all of the money she received in the divorce settlement. She, too, now lives paycheck to paycheck, slowly waiting for the day social security kicks in. Another man related a story of having to be supported by his son because he didn’t save and unexpectedly lost his job in the 2008 crash.
The point was clear: save early and save as much as possible. One woman emailed me saying that she had worked low-wage jobs with two kids in her 30s and still managed to sock away some money in a retirement fund each year. Because she started early and invested wisely, she is now in her 50s and financially stable for the first time in her life. Her point: it’s always possible. You just have to do it.
2. Start Taking Care of Your Health Now, Not Later
“Your mind’s acceptance of age is 10 to 15 years behind your body’s aging. Your health will go faster than you think but it will be very hard to notice, not the least because you don’t want it to happen.” (Tom, 55)
We all know to take care of our health. We all know to eat better and sleep better and exercise more and blah, blah, blah. But just as with the retirement savings, the response from the older readers was loud and unanimous: get healthy and stay healthy now.
So many people said it that I’m not even going to bother quoting anybody else. Their points were pretty much all the same: the way you treat your body has a cumulative effect; it’s not that your body suddenly breaks down one year, it’s been breaking down all along without you noticing. This is the decade to slow down that breakage.
Step 1: Laugh. Step 2: Eat Salad. Step 3: ????. Step 4: Profit. The key to salad is to laugh while eating it.
And this wasn’t just your typical motherly advice to eat your veggies. These were emails from cancer survivors, heart attack survivors, stroke survivors, people with diabetes and blood pressure problems, joint issues and chronic pain. They all said the same thing: “If I could go back, I would start eating better and exercising and I would not stop. I made excuses then. But I had no idea.”
3. Don’t Spend Time with People Who Don’t Treat You Well
“Learn how to say “no” to people, activities and obligations that don’t bring value to your life.” (Hayley, 37)
Bad PoetryGently let go of those who are not making your life better.
After calls to take care of your health and your finances, the most common piece of advice from people looking back at their 30-year-old selves was an interesting one: they would go back and enforce stronger boundaries in their lives and dedicate their time to better people. “Setting healthy boundaries is one of the most loving things you can do for yourself or another person.” (Kristen, 43)
What does that mean specifically?
“Don’t tolerate people who don’t treat you well. Period. Don’t tolerate them for financial reasons. Don’t tolerate them for emotional reasons. Don’t tolerate them for the children’s sake or for convenience sake.” (Jane, 52)
“Don’t settle for mediocre friends, jobs, love, relationships and life.” (Sean, 43)
“Stay away from miserable people… they will consume you, drain you.” (Gabriella, 43)
“Surround yourself and only date people that make you a better version of yourself, that bring out your best parts, love and accept you.” (Xochie)
People typically struggle with boundaries because they find it difficult to hurt someone else feelings, or they get caught up in the desire to change the other person or make them treat them the way they want to be treated. This never works. And in fact, it often makes it worse. As one reader wisely said, “Selfishness and self-interest are two different things. Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.”
When we’re in our 20s, the world is so open to opportunity and we’re so short on experience that we cling to the people we meet, even if they’ve done nothing to earn our clingage. But by our 30s we’ve learned that good relationships are hard to come by, that there’s no shortage of people to meet and friends to be made, and that there’s no reason to waste our time with people who don’t help us on our life’s path.
4. Be Good to the People You Care About
“Show up with and for your friends. You matter, and your presence matters.” (Jessica, 40)
Conversely, while enforcing stricter boundaries on who we let into our lives, many readers advised to make the time for those friends and family that we do decide to keep close.
“I think sometimes I may have taken some relationships for granted, and when that person is gone, they’re gone. Unfortunately, the older you get, well, things start to happen, and it will affect those closest to you.” (Ed, 45)
“Appreciate those close to you. You can get money back and jobs back, but you can never get time back.” (Anne, 41)
“Tragedy happens in everyone’s life, everyone’s circle of family and friends. Be the person that others can count on when it does. I think that between 30 and 40 is the decade when a lot of shit finally starts to happen that you might have thought never would happen to you or those you love. Parents die, spouses die, babies are still-born, friends get divorced, spouses cheat… the list goes on and on. Helping someone through these times by simply being there, listening and not judging is an honor and will deepen your relationships in ways you probably can’t yet imagine.” (Rebecca, 40)
5. You can’t have everything; Focus On Doing a Few Things Really Well
“Everything in life is a trade-off. You give up one thing to get another and you can’t have it all. Accept that.” (Eldri, 60)
In our 20s we have a lot of dreams. We believe that we have all of the time in the world. I myself remember having illusions that my website would be my first career of many. Little did I know that it took the better part of a decade to even get competent at this. And now that I’m competent and have a major advantage and love what I do, why would I ever trade that in for another career?
“In a word: focus. You can simply get more done in life if you focus on one thing and do it really well. Focus more.” (Ericson, 49)
Another reader: “I would tell myself to focus on one or two goals/aspirations/dreams and really work towards them. Don’t get distracted.” And another: “You have to accept that you cannot do everything. It takes a lot of sacrifice to achieve anything special in life.”
A few readers noted that most people arbitrarily choose their careers in their late teens or early 20s, and as with many of our choices at those ages, they are often wrong choices. It takes years to figure out what we’re good at and what we enjoy doing. But it’s better to focus on our primary strengths and maximize them over the course of lifetime than to half-ass something else.
“I’d tell my 30 year old self to set aside what other people think and identify my natural strengths and what I’m passionate about, and then build a life around those.” (Sara, 58)
For some people, this will mean taking big risks, even in their 30s and beyond. It may mean ditching a career they spent a decade building and giving up money they worked hard for and became accustomed to. Which brings us to…
6. Don’t Be Afraid of Taking Risks, You Can Still Change
“While by age 30 most feel they should have their career dialed in, it is never too late to reset. The individuals that I have seen with the biggest regrets during this decade are those that stay in something that they know is not right. It is such an easy decade to have the days turn to weeks to years, only to wake up at 40 with a mid-life crisis for not taking action on a problem they were aware of 10 years prior but failed to act.” (Richard, 41)
“Biggest regrets I have are almost exclusively things I did *not* do.” (Sam, 47)
Many readers commented on how society tells us that by 30 we should have things “figured out” — our career situation, our dating/marriage situation, our financial situation and so on. But this isn’t true. And, in fact, dozens and dozens of readers implored to not let these social expectations of “being an adult” deter you from taking some major risks and starting over. As someone on my Facebook page responded: “All adults are winging it.”
“I am about to turn 41 and would tell my 30 year old self that you do not have to conform your life to an ideal that you do not believe in. Live your life, don’t let it live you. Don’t be afraid of tearing it all down if you have to, you have the power to build it all back up again.” (Lisa, 41)
Multiple readers related making major career changes in their 30s and being better off for doing so. One left a lucrative job as a military engineer to become a teacher. Twenty years later, he called it one of the best decisions of his life. When I asked my mom this question, her answer was, “I wish I had been willing to think outside the box a bit more. Your dad and I kind of figured we had to do thing A, thing B, thing C, but looking back I realize we didn’t have to at all; we were very narrow in our thinking and our lifestyles and I kind of regret that.”
“Less fear. Less fear. Less fear. I am about to turn 50 next year, and I am just getting that lesson. Fear was such a detrimental driving force in my life at 30. It impacted my marriage, my career, my self-image in a fiercely negative manner. I was guilty of: Assuming conversations that others might be having about me. Thinking that I might fail. Wondering what the outcome might be. If I could do it again, I would have risked more.” (Aida, 49)
7. You Must Continue to Grow and Develop Yourself
“You have two assets that you can never get back once you’ve lost them: your body and your mind. Most people stop growing and working on themselves in their 20s. Most people in their 30s are too busy to worry about self-improvement. But if you’re one of the few who continues to educate themselves, evolve their thinking and take care of their mental and physical health, you will be light-years ahead of the pack by 40.” (Stan, 48)
It follows that if one can still change in their 30s — and should continue to change in their 30s — then one must continue to work to improve and grow. Many readers related the choice of going back to school and getting their degrees in their 30s as one of the most useful things they had ever done. Others talked of taking extra seminars and courses to get a leg up. Others started their first businesses or moved to new countries. Others checked themselves into therapy or began a meditation practice.
As Warren Buffett once said, the greatest investment a young person can make is in their own education, in their own mind. Because money comes and goes. Relationships come and go. But what you learn once stays with you forever.
“The number one goal should be to try to become a better person, partner, parent, friend, colleague etc. — in other words to grow as an individual.” (Aimilia, 39)
8. Nobody (Still) Knows What They’re Doing, Get Used to It
“Unless you are already dead — mentally, emotionally, and socially — you cannot anticipate your life 5 years into the future. It will not develop as you expect. So just stop it. Stop assuming you can plan far ahead, stop obsessing about what is happening right now because it will change anyway, and get over the control issue about your life’s direction. Fortunately, because this is true, you can take even more chances and not lose anything; you cannot lose what you never had. Besides, most feelings of loss are in your mind anyway – few matter in the long term.” (Thomas, 56)
In my article about what I learned in my 20s, one of my lessons was “Nobody Knows What They’re Doing,” and that this was good news. Well, according to the 40+ crowd, this continues to be true in one’s 30s and, well, forever it seems; and it continues to be good news forever as well.
“Most of what you think is important now will seem unimportant in 10 or 20 years and that’s OK. That’s called growth. Just try to remember to not take yourself so seriously all the time and be open to it.” (Simon, 57)
“Despite feeling somewhat invincible for the last decade, you really don’t know what’s going to happen and neither does anyone else, no matter how confidently they talk. While this is disturbing to those who cling to permanence or security, it’s truly liberating once you grasp the truth that things are always changing. To finish, there might be times that are really sad. Don’t dull the pain or avoid it. Sorrow is part of everyone’s lifetime and the consequence of an open and passionate heart. Honor that. Above all, be kind to yourself and others, it’s such a brilliant and beautiful ride and keeps on getting better.” (Prue, 38)
“I’m 44. I would remind my 30 year old self that at 40, my 30s would be equally filled with dumb stuff, different stuff, but still dumb stuff… So, 30 year old self, don’t go getting on your high horse. You STILL don’t know it all. And that’s a good thing.” (Shirley, 44)
9. Invest in Your Family; It’s Worth It
“Spend more time with your folks. It’s a different relationship when you’re an adult and it’s up to you how you redefine your interactions. They are always going to see you as their kid until the moment you can make them see you as your own man. Everyone gets old. Everyone dies. Take advantage of the time you have left to set things right and enjoy your family.” (Kash, 41)
I was overwhelmed with amount of responses about family and the power of those responses. Family is the big new relevant topic for this decade for me, because you get it on both ends. Your parents are old and you need to start considering how your relationship with them is going to function as a self-sufficient adult. And then you also need to contemplate creating a family of your own.
Pretty much everybody agreed to get over whatever problems you have with your parents and find a way to make it work with them. One reader wrote, “You’re too old to blame your parents for any of your own short-comings now. At 20 you could get away with it, you’d just left the house. At 30, you’re a grown-up. Seriously. Move on.”
But then there’s the question that plagues every single 30-year-old: to baby or not to baby?
“You don’t have the time. You don’t have the money. You need to perfect your career first. They’ll end your life as you know it. Oh shut up… Kids are great. They make you better in every way. They push you to your limits. They make you happy. You should not defer having kids. If you are 30, now is the time to get real about this. You will never regret it.” (Kevin, 38)
“It’s never the ‘right time’ for children because you have no idea what you’re getting into until you have one. If you have a good marriage and environment to raise them, err on having them earlier rather than later, you’ll get to enjoy more of them.” (Cindy, 45)
“All my preconceived notions about what a married life is like were wrong. Unless you’ve already been married, everyone’s are. Especially once you have kids. Try to stay open to the experience and fluid as a person; your marriage is worth it, and your happiness seems as much tied to your ability to change and adapt as anything else. I wasn’t planning on having kids. From a purely selfish perspective, this was the dumbest thing of all. Children are the most fulfilling, challenging, and exhausting endeavor anyone can ever undertake. Ever.” (Rich, 44)
What do you want kid? What do you want kid?
The consensus about marriage seemed to be that it was worth it, assuming you had a healthy relationship with the right person. If not, you should run the other way (See #3).
But interestingly, I got a number of emails like the following:
“What I know now vs 10-13 years ago is simply this… bars, woman, beaches, drink after drink, clubs, bottle service, trips to different cities because I had no responsibility other than work, etc… I would trade every memory of that life for a good woman that was actually in love with me… and maybe a family. I would add, don’t forget to actually grow up and start a family and take on responsibilities other than success at work. I am still having a little bit of fun… but sometimes when I go out, I feel like the guy that kept coming back to high school after he graduated (think Matthew McConaughey’s character in Dazed and Confused). I see people in love and on dates everywhere. “Everyone” my age is in their first or second marriage by now! Being perpetually single sounds amazing to all of my married friends but it is not the way one should choose to live their life.” (Anonymous, 43)
“I would have told myself to stop constantly searching for the next best thing and I would have appreciated the relationships that I had with some of the good, genuine guys that truly cared for me. Now I’m always alone and it feels too late.” (Fara, 38)
On the flip side, there were a small handful of emails that took the other side of the coin:
“Don’t feel pressured to get married or have kids if you don’t want to. What makes one person happy doesn’t make everyone happy. I’ve chosen to stay single and childless and I still live a happy and fulfilled life. Do what feels right for you.” (Anonymous, 40)
Conclusion: It seems that while family is not absolutely necessary to have a happy and fulfilling life, the majority of people have found that family is always worth the investment, assuming the relationships are healthy and not toxic and/or abusive.
10. Be kind to yourself, respect yourself
“Be a little selfish and do something for yourself every day, something different once a month and something spectacular every year.” (Nancy, 60)
This one was rarely the central focus of any email, but it was present in some capacity in almost all of them: treat yourself better. Almost everybody said this in one form or another. “There is no one who cares about or thinks about your life a fraction of what you do,” one reader began, and, “life is hard, so learn to love yourself now, it’s harder to learn later,” another reader finished.
Or as Renee, 40, succinctly put it: “Be kind to yourself.”
Many readers included the old cliche: “Don’t sweat the small stuff; and it’s almost all small stuff.” Eldri, 60, wisely said, “When confronted with a perceived problem, ask yourself, ‘Is this going to matter in five years, ten years?’ If not, dwell on it for a few minutes, then let it go.” It seems many readers have focused on the subtle life lesson of simply accepting life as is, warts and all.
Which brings me to the last quote from Martin, age 58:
“When I turned forty my father told me that I’d enjoy my forties because in your twenties you think you know what’s going on, in your thirties you realize you probably don’t, and in your forties you can relax and just accept things. I’m 58 and he was right.”
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J. N. N. Ng'ang'a Meditations - Finding a life partner (Part 3) - 11th - 17th Feb 2013
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J. N. N. Ng’ang’a – Meditations for the week of Feb 11 - 17 2013
Finding a life partner (Part 3)
Day 1
Romans 1:26
26 Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones. 27 In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed indecent acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their perversion.
How does the Lord finally reveal who it is he has chosen for you to marry?
You know you are called to marry but who do you marry?
Assuming that all human beings are candidates makes it overwhelming to know who to marry. Below we want to use the biblical message about who to marry to increasingly smaller circles s that keep reducing the candidates until only a few are left.
These biblical principles are already clear in the scriptures.
First remove those from your genders from potential life partners
In the circle you remain with all humans who are not of your gender.
If you are a man, then you are not allowed to find another man, however attracted you are to another man. I am not talking about how to find your life partner, and another man cannot be your life partner, according to God’s word. If you are a man, then it must be a woman.
Romans 1
God’s Wrath Against Mankind
18 The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of men who suppress the truth by their wickedness, 19 since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. 20 For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse…
26 Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones. 27 In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed indecent acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their perversion.
So clearly the above passage shows God does not allow homosexuality. To the Bible the resurgence of homosexuality is sign that God gave them over to shameful lusts due to their sinfulness. If you are going to marry, and you are a girl and feel attracted to another girl, ask for prayer of deliverance and God will help you. You may have a liking for someone’s car but you do not go ahead and steal it, instead you seek spiritual help to deal with the temptation. Many Christian girls are seeking to be married to Christian men but when none is available yet their sexual urge pushes them, what should they do. What is the biblical thing to do? The answer is there is no excuse to disobey something God has commanded against. The Christian girl must seek help to deal with sexuality until God gives her a Christian man to marry.
Similarly the homosexual has no excuse just because of sexual urge to disobey God.
If you are going to marry, let it be someone of the opposite sex. So the first issue is excluding all those of your gender from being candidates for marriage. This reduces the choice by half. The first circle has already been drawn; the choice is only within the circle called opposite sex.
Day 2
1 Corinthians 6:9
Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders
This subject has become so controversial that at the risk of making this meditation lengthy I will paste a testimony from one has experienced this challenge
This is the story of Jonathan, Director of True Freedom Trust.
November 2009
I was brought up in a loving, moral, church-going family and benefitted from Christian input at Sunday school from a very early age. From around about the age of 10 or 11, I became very conscious of being attracted, both emotionally and physically, to my male school friends rather than to my female school friends. I hadn’t chosen to have those feelings and I spent most of my teenage years fighting against them and tormenting myself with guilt over them. Finally, aged 17, I reluctantly started to identify myself, inwardly at least, as being gay.
Gay certainly wasn’t what I wanted to be and I would have loved at that stage to have been able to talk through my feelings with someone. But there was no-one I felt I could turn to. Not my parents, not my friends and certainly no-one at church. The only times that I’d ever heard Christians talking about homosexuality were always in very condemning, harsh, judgmental ways.
Finding no way to reconcile my vague kind of faith with my sexuality, I decided I had no option but to leave the church and to try to find a partner. I’d heard and read that gay people were very promiscuous, with many sexual partners, but that certainly wasn’t what I wanted. I was searching for love, for a special someone to share my life with. I soon met a guy of my own age and over a period of time we fell in love and entered into a long-term, committed relationship together, a relationship that was completely hidden from all my family, friends and colleagues.
As I look back, I can see that God didn’t reject or abandon me during the seven years that I lived in a gay relationship. He was very gracious and merciful and gave me continual reminders of His existence and of His desire to be right at the centre of my life.
Slowly but surely He convicted me of the wrong decision that I’d made as a teenager to get involved in a gay relationship, and He brought me to faith in Jesus Christ, aged 24.
My actual conversion was a pretty dramatic, sudden affair. It was initiated by my walking into Lansdowne Baptist Church in Bournemouth one Sunday morning in a state of some turmoil. This followed a prolonged period where I just sensed God’s hand pressing down on me in judgment. It’s what I call my Psalm 32 experience; God’s hand heavy upon me, day and night, sapping my strength until I finally acknowledged my sin to Him. It was in that state of feeling under God’s judgment that I turned up at Lansdowne Baptist Church. Why there? Well because for some years I’d lived right opposite that church with my partner and had often noticed how happy, joyful and peaceful people looked as they came out of the church building Sunday by Sunday. It was as if they had something that I was lacking, and to put it bluntly, I was jealous!
I don’t recall anything at all about the specifics of the service that Sunday. The only thing that struck me quite powerfully was the thought that ‘God is in this place.’ After the service, I was approached by the Minister for Pastoral Care who chatted with me and suggested that I looked like I needed someone to talk to. My pride was tempted to say, “What me, in need? Who are you kidding? I’m fine!” But the reality was that by this stage I was a broken man, so how could I possibly turn down the offer of someone to talk with?
The very next week we met up and he sat me down and offered me a cup of tea (a very English thing to do!) Before I told him anything about me or my life, he simply asked did I mind if he read something to me from the Bible. My reaction was, ‘sure, whatever’. I wasn’t really bothered, having no idea, of course, at that stage of the power of God’s word to pierce a human heart! As he read these verses from Jeremiah Chapter 29, they cut right into my heart like a sword. I know it’s a little bit of a cliché but it really was as if God were speaking directly to me:
“For I know the plans I have for you”, declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity.”
Now I had already heard, understood and previously rejected the gospel, so I took those words as an immediate call to turn back to God and to put my trust fully in Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of my sins and personal salvation. I knew immediately, at that very moment of conversion without anyone having to tell me, that becoming a Christian and seeking God with all my heart meant my getting out of the gay relationship that I was involved in. That wasn’t easy, either for me or for my partner, but I knew so clearly in my heart that this was what God required. The one thing that I had longed for and strived for throughout my early childhood and teenage years (i.e. the ‘perfect’ relationship with another guy) was, in fact, holding me captive and not delivering the promised liberty and satisfaction that I craved.
I also knew that God had some very positive plans for me; plans to prosper and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future. And a few years after becoming a Christian I moved to London to train at Bible College. After my training I went on to serve at a church in East London for ten years, firstly as Assistant Minister and Youth Worker and subsequently as the Pastor.
Throughout my early years as a Christian, I became aware of and was involved with the ministry of True Freedom Trust: firstly from the perspective of personally needing some support, encouragement and practical help to leave behind a gay lifestyle. But I later got involved on a voluntary basis too – leading a support group, pastoring and caring for fellow-strugglers, doing the Bible teaching at various conferences, and for a number of years I also served on the Board of Trustees.
When I first met Martin Hallett at Spring Harvest in the mid-nineties, I had no idea that ultimately our meeting would lead, some years in the future, to my being appointed as the Director of the ministry that he co-founded 32 years ago. But little by little God began to nudge me in this direction and with the benefit of hindsight I can see that He’s been preparing me and molding me for this role from the moment of my conversion. In His perfect timing, I would be ready to take on the Director’s role at the exact point when Martin Hallett was ready to retire. The Lord finally engineered various circumstances (including using the pain of a breakdown and a period of deep depression) to bring me to the point of being willing to say ‘yes’ when the Trustees invited me to take on the role.
I should state that I have not been “healed” or “cured” or “delivered” of homosexuality. My experience now is that God gives me grace daily to live a celibate and, I would stress, a very fulfilled life as a single man. My struggles with same-sex attraction did not end at conversion, as many Christians might assume. I am aware that I have "feet of clay", as we all do, and that I will have to face weaknesses as my journey continues. Those times are the opportunity for me to receive God’s mercy, love and forgiveness. He has set me free from captivity to sin, and despite my own sinful desires, he is keeping me from returning to that captivity. I’m also discovering, through my ongoing struggles with same-sex attraction the reality that God’s power is made perfect in weakness and that when I am weak, then I am strong[1]
Let this testimony encourage you to know that temptation is not sin and you should not go ahead and practice homosexuality just because you feel tempted.
The important thing for all of us, is to love lesbians and homosexuals just as Jesus loves them. To show them hatred is to fail the test of love that caused Jesus to love us even when we yet sinners. Not just homosexuals but we must love all sinners without loving or condoning the sin.
Day 3
Mark 10
11 He answered, “Anyone who divorces his wife and marries another woman commits adultery against her. 12 And if she divorces her husband and marries another man, she commits adultery.”
Secondly exclude any one already married from your potential circle of candidates for marriage.
In this smaller circle you remain only with those not of your gender who are single.
The Bible says God hates divorce and so you should not try to marry someone God has already given a life partner even if they do not seem to like their life partner.
Malachi 2
16 “I hate divorce,” says the Lord God of Israel, “and I hate a man’s covering himself[f] with violence as well as with his garment,” says the Lord Almighty.
So guard yourself in your spirit, and do not break faith.
Then in Jesus confirms this position in Mark 10
11 He answered, “Anyone who divorces his wife and marries another woman commits adultery against her. 12 And if she divorces her husband and marries another man, she commits adultery.”
So if God intends for you to be married he already has someone for you who does not have a living spouse. Avoid tempting a divorcee to marry you so that you can deal with your sexual temptation. Two wrongs do not make a right.
But again Christians must avoid judgmental attitudes when dealing with divorcees. God loves them and we must as God’s children also love them.
Day 4
1 Corinthians 11:39
"A woman is bound with her husband as long as she lives but if her husband dies, she is free to marry anyone she wishes, but he must belong to the Lord."
Thirdly, exclude all those who are not born gain even if of opposite gender.
In this yet smaller circle you remain with only with born gain people of opposite gender.
That reduces the number by a big % since those born again people are always in the minority.
See 2nd Corinthians 6:14-16,
"Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do wickedness and righteousness have in common, or what fellowship can light have with darkness? What harmony is there between Christ and Belal? What does an unbeliever have in common with a believer? What agreement is there between the temple of God and Idols? For we are the temple of the living God. "
Also note 1st Corinthians 11:39.
"A woman is bound with her husband as long as she lives but if her husband dies, she is free to marry anyone she wishes, but he must belong to the Lord."
What have we been told? If we are to marry the person, they must be in the Lord. And the other verse asks you, what association is there between Belal and Christ. The line has been drawn, very clearly. If you think that you are getting attracted to a woman or someone that does not belong to the Lord, deal with it as just temptation that must be overcome. Do not marry them or encourage any romance. Why because if she belongs to the devil, when you marry her then who shall be your father-in-law? - The devil. We have been told, marry only a person that belongs to the Lord.
If God is leading you, he will not lead you to an unbeliever. God never contradicts his word the Bible. You will know very well the attraction is from the devil if you feel attracted to a non-Christian. You must fight the attraction as hard as possible. You must never allow yourself to develop a romantic relationship with a man or a woman that is not saved. I want to tell you that the day that you get involved, the day you actually fall in, no amount of preaching seems to reach such a fallen individual.
I remember one of the evangelists we were preaching with, got attracted to a non-Christian. When we decided to talk to her against it, her reaction was, ‘save your time, I have been preaching with you. These things you are telling me are the same I have been telling others. Save them for other people, there was nothing you could tell me to affect my love for this man.’ And the man was there, not even pretending to be a Christian. He was there smoking and blowing the smoke at these Christian ladies. He wanted them to understand very well, that he was not wooing her from Christ; she was the one that had chosen to backslide. He was not the one tempting her; she is the one that had chosen to backslide. She was saying that she had a call from God to marry the non-Christian. Was God contradicting his word? Can God contradict His word? No, you need to understand that if the guy does not belong to the Lord, and the Bible does not contradict itself, then there is no way that you can marry a non-Christian and claim God instructed you.
Day 5
Nehemiah 13
23 Moreover, in those days I saw men of Judah who had married women from Ashdod, Ammon and Moab. 24 Half of their children spoke the language of Ashdod or the language of one of the other peoples, and did not know how to speak the language of Judah. 25 I rebuked them and called curses down on them. I beat some of the men and pulled out their hair. I made them take an oath in God’s name and said: “You are not to give your daughters in marriage to their sons, nor are you to take their daughters in marriage for your sons or for yourselves.
In the 1970's, there were very few girls in the university in Kenya but those few that were there, even in CU, had trouble getting husbands, because people feared graduate girls. They said that they could not make good, obedient wives due to being senior where they were likely to work.
I remember my non-Christian friends telling me that, ‘I cannot marry a graduate girl except if she is saved’ and they would come to the Christian Union meetings, to try their luck. I used to tell them that it is technically impossible for you as a non-Christian man, to marry a Christian girl, and they would say no. I can remember saying, ‘you try, but it is technically impossible for you as a non-Christian boy to marry a Christian girl’. The word of God is clear, if she accepts to marry you, what you will finally marry is a backslider- A former Christian. The day she says yes to a non-Christian, is the day she says no to God. The day the words will be yes to you, it will be the same time she will be saying no to God. So who shall he be marrying, a backslider.
And I used to tell my non-Christian friends, it is better to marry a non-Christian girl that has been going to dance and is looking forward to settling. Now this backslider might actually start moving out in your marriage rather than settling. A backslider might be far much worse than a non-Christian. I hope that you are getting my point.
It is difficult to marry a non-Christian as a Christian: it is impossible because, the day you marry her or him, you will not be a Christian marrying a non-Christian, it will be a backslider marrying a non-Christian. So the day you say yes to that boy, it will be no to God who commands you not to be unequally yoked with the non-Christian. So do not beat about the bush. When you feel that you want to marry a non-Christian tell us the truth that you have chosen to backslide. Don't say that, ‘I am marrying a boy, although he does not say that he is saved, he is just about to get saved’. That is what people like to say.
I remember a girl telling me, I am getting married to a non-Christian but since he became my boyfriend now he has been to church three times. In other words, he was not attending church but now that he is my boyfriend, there has been a lot of progress; he has attended church three times. Those people actually went ahead and married and they have had a lot of trouble in their marriage. She did not understand that technically a Christian cannot marry a non-Christian. You are only a backslider marrying a non-Christian.
Did you see in above verses that the Bible is clear? You can marry any one of the opposite gender, but he must belong to the Lord. So if he does not belong to the Lord then you will have said no to the Lord before you marry him.
So the people you can marry are now in a much smaller circle of only saved girls if you are a boy or saved boys if you are girl. But the target group is an even smaller circle.
Day 6
Matthew 22:30
At the resurrection people will neither marry nor be given in marriage; they will be like the angels in heaven.
Fourthly, only those the Lord makes you meet physically are candidates.
In this circle you now remains with only those sisters (if you are brother) who the Lord brings your way in fellowships or professional pursuits at the time you are ready to marry
You cannot marry someone spiritually. You must meet physically. Marriage is not just a spiritual affair. You cannot marry someone in Japan, when you have no passport out of Kenya. You must meet, somehow. OK, I know that there were photograph marriages at Nyayo stadium, in Nairobi, but that is not a Christian marriage. In a Christian marriage you cannot marry a photograph; it must be physical person.
Jesus told of a lady who married 7 brothers one after the others with each dying. In heaven whose wife shall she be out of the seven brothers? Jesus replied, in heaven there is no marriage, we shall all be like angels. So marriage is an earthly affair. Do not tell your wife that even if we are not happy here, do not worry there is heaven to go to. If you marry her, let her enjoy marriage here. If she does not enjoy marriage here, she will not enjoy marriage anywhere because marriage is an earthly affair.
That is why we normally say of newlyweds that they will be together until 'death do us part'. After death, that is the end of marriage. You know sometimes people seem to continue being married to the dead. That is terrible, if I die, my wife is free, because according to the scriptures, marriage has ended. She should not be controlled by what was our marriage; it is ended. You know when Paul said that one whose husband has died can marry any one; you know he was going completely against Judaism. In Judaism, you inherit wives, as written in the Old Testament. In the New Testament, you are told that once your husband has died, you can marry anyone. Not necessarily your husband’s relative, as long as he belongs to the Lord. Our African culture is similar to Judaism. Can you see Christianity is totally different from our culture?
We are told of people that even write letters to the dead husband as they continue to relate to them; that is unscriptural. The widows are advised that if you feel that you are missing your husband, write a letter to him. But the Bible is clear, that there shall be no communication between the dead and the living. If your husband has died, he is dead, he is gone, seek Gods healing and then, enjoy your life as the Lord leads you. Remember marriage is an earthly physical affair. So if your wife has died, she has died, if your husband has died, he is gone, live your life for the Lord.
The Bible says to be absent in the body is to be present with the Lord. The day I stop breathing, do not worry where I am, I will be with the Lord. So God will have to bring to your face, the person that you will actually marry. Yes, you shall have to meet him or her physically. It has to be someone that you meet physically.
We shall draw yet another smaller circle of people you can marry.
Day 7
Ecclesiastes 9:9
Enjoy life with your wife, whom you love, all the days of this meaningless life that God has given you under the sun—all your meaningless days. For this is your lot in life and in your toilsome labor under the sun
Fifthly, somebody you love.
This circle is really very small. In this circle you remain only with sisters you have met who you feel attracted to. Not all the boys you are in fellowship with, that you have met physically, are potential husbands. If God is leading you to marry a brother, he will give you love for him however ugly he is. But you need wisdom if we are to make such a lifetime decision.
Ephesians 5: 15-16 says:
"Be careful then how you live, not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish but understand what the will of the Lord is."
After being told what the current days are like, we go on and read verse 33, "However, each one of you must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband."
So we are being told to be wise, and what is to be wise? It includes, loving your spouse. Remember this is command - husbands must love their wives. So if you cannot love the girl, God cannot be leading you to marry her. You cannot respect a person you do not love. Love will cover a multitude of weaknesses. So once a girl loves a boy she will respect him irrespective of his weaknesses.
So, if you do not love a person that is one indication that God is not likely to be leading you to that person. If he is leading you to her, he will give you love. Sister, if he is leading you to him, he will give you love for him. We are being told that if you are to marry, then you must love each other. It is a biblical requirement for all married couples.
So do not feel like now that the Pastor says that I look good, and he lost his wife why not go and look after his children. No, sympathy is not the requirement; it is that you must love that pastor. You can go and look after his children, just like a maid, but then not as a wife. If you are to be a wife, then you must love him.
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